Being your own worse enemy... 

No one expects you to put on a big simle and pretend everything is fine but you do. Maybe not for them but for yourself because you don't want to face reality. Let's face it sometimes the reality is a huge slap in the face, after all I should know. I'm sick again and it took me a long time to accept t and then start saying the words of I'm sick. I have six doctors and every day is a fight against myself. If I didn't start facing reality when I did who knows where. I would be now...